Monday, January 19, 2009

mixture of feelings inside


i took almost an hour reading all my entries - my previous entries. let alone the ones i wrote when i was down low, and getting through the break up period. i sound terrible, pathetic, hopeless, and troublesome.

and now i am ashamed! i WAS a mess. God knows how panas and merah my muka is now.
whatever it is, i am happy that i had a great year full of thousand bittersweet things - memories and incidents, relationship being built and broken, truth and lies be told, such and such. i've learned a lot. i will never forget my 21st-year.

i know that there will be times when i'll fall down.
but there will be more times when i pull through.
i know that i soon will find greatness in my life.
and i will keep getting stronger every second of it.

ouh i love myself when i sound soooo matured. i'm not TUA by being 22 ok folks. i'm just kurang muda than any of you guys. dare you call me tua. i'll kick your butt.

♥ fauzana ♥

7 comments:

cant tell said...

hey u!!macam u bg komen kat i lah..let it be..tls je whatever that u're feeling inside..biler u read it back u're going to learn from the mistakes or experiences that u dh ambil along the journey..life has its ups and downs kan..it'll make u a stronger person..cheers to a an awesome year ahead leng2!!
alarrrr...nape rase cam nenek bg advice kat cucu nih..hish;p

miorazmeer said...

tua

munirah said...

pao tua pao tua.
happy birthday.

Anna said...

korg mmg cam.....

btw thanks lenggo~ i love you.

sakina said...

pao, x slh jadi tua kalo jd lebih matured kan...more experience gained than others yg muda2 nih...hehe

P/S: aku x ckp ko tua! ^^

Anna said...

hahaha oh yela2. im a year older but i have a young heart within me. thanks. i couldnt care less. but i definitely will kick their butts. hihi

Anonymous said...

happy birthday pao!