it's too late

what i feel right now is all regret.
for letting go of something great.
for blowing chances and good hopes.
for burning everything down.
for wanting more.

but why now?
why not then?

fed with promises,
i grew up wanting for more.
but when it all gone,
i'm all broken.

miracle never happen,
so as the beautiful truth.
but when it does,
my faith is all gone.

building the wall,
took all the strength.
but it takes a second,
to destroy them.

a gentle touch,
a warm greeting,
a lovely smile,
and a sweet kiss.
is all i ever missed.

living up to something unsure,
i become insecure.
to ever fall in love,
is something i'm not sure i'm capable of.
at least at this moment.
and
all i ever say.
is all you never know.