Confidence

I surrender.
I fail to finish my 30-day challenge on "My thoughts on...". Man, I can't commit to even a simple thing.

Declaration ended here.

And so I went to my very first kursus memandu bla3 tak ingat nama tu. 5 hours man, 5 hours. But it was worth it. The instructor was so funny I'm gonna die from laughing. I made some friends, or should I say my delinquent friends...? It was lunch time and I had to find myself a seat but there's only one girl's table, but I chose the boy's table. Why? Coz the girls looked at me with their "Aku lagi cun, aku lagi pandai" look on their faces, stared at me from top to bottom like I was some kind of alien. Stupid stuck up snobs!

I don't have confidence to accept one offer. I don't know why but I simply don't have faith in myself. I never imagine I'd be wearing baju kurung and teach a whole class full of young people, staring at me bla3. So yeah.

I so need a consultant right now. Or else I'm doomed.