Very very danger

Well I can say that I was rebellious back then. And I still think I am.

Who you are in the past, is not who you are at this very moment. Your hair might have grown 2 inches longer or 3 inches shorter. Your heart can be harder as ever. Or not.

Oh well, lets be frank for tonight.

Back then, I adored friendship as something I should treasure for my whole life. But very often, I got left by my own friends and that leaves me nothing but to move on.

Back then, I believed that love could last forever. But very often, love betrays me and leaves me broken, unfixed.

Back then, I believed than friends are everything. But very often, I find myself wondering about dear friends when they don't even think about me.

Back then, I trusted men to take care of this heart. But very often, men breaks it and leaves the women around me to fix it.

Back then, I never thought I'd have this kind of thoughts. But now, I'm writing every thoughts I have about friendship, which some people believe can last long.

Let me tell you a story about this girl I know, but not so close to me. Well, she's no one, really. She has a big heart to be a person everyone can look up to. But every so often, she failed to be what she wanted to be. Poor little girl. This girl tried to thrust all the trusts she had upon her fellow friends. But one by one, her friends betrayed this girl's trust. And what she has left in her posession now? Definitely not trust. In order to gain the trust, she went down and picked it up, pieces by pieces. Now that she had gained the courage to trust her friends again, her view towards friendship had changed a bit. Not too much. She's not trying to be someone everyone please to be with, nor she's trying to be perfect in every possible way there is. She doesn't offer anything but honesty. Because she believes that she should not be unhappy when all she deserves is happiness.

And she'd be lying if she says she doesn't miss all her friends dearly. Though her views had changed, her feeling never was.

And she'd be lying if she says Arashi doesn't contribute in helping her regain the courage.

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