It happened to me, you know. I made promise. Well, I'm the kind who 'accidentally' made promise and can barely keep up with them.
Promise is made based on our mood. Don't you agree? Admit it. I was happy, I said all the things unnecessary. I said I'd do this and that. But at the end, when the wind changes its direction, and the feelings are no longer there, I will waver, I will question how stupid I might sound when I made those promises.
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And here's the thing with forcing one self to start taking a new path in life. It's not easy. Not particularly. Depends on how willingly someone would take your hand and let them lead you to the desired path. No. I may let people do it to me but I certainly will not bring all my heart into it. It's left somewhere I couldn't find. It's painful when you have to do things not with your heart. It's like you're breathing fire.
And all I wanna say is, starting anew is hard. Harder than I thought I could take. And so is finding a new love...
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