Oh that.

Just recently, I went to visit friends in UK - London and Nottingham to be exact. And I spent almost two weeks oversea that changed a little inside me. It's true when they say you won't be the same person you were after you came back from travelling to places. 

Anyway, I saw how great it is to be an international student again. Be independent, think about problems that need your own solutions. I mean, it's great here to be with your family and stuff but it's different when you're away from them. You tend to appreciate them more. 

This is the worst case of withdrawal I ever face so far. Not that I travel a lot, but this feeling isn't nearly as close as when I first came home from US. It's a huge different. Maybe because now I'm a student here. No, not saying being a student here sucks but..I don't know. I have to commit to a lot of stuff at home. Weddings, meet ups, balik kampungs, etc. Those drag my studies a bit. And I don't like it. 

I'm not a great student, I know. And that's why I barely can focus with all the distractions right now. 

Anyway, now that I'm back, I am determined to fly off somewhere by the end of next year. 

Oh I so miss traveling.