of that and love.

a gift. for the love.

today is my bad day. pretty bad i might say. bad news. and more bad news. what else? *bawling*

the worst was when i heard that... his watch went missing!! or misplaced. i don't know. all i know is it isn't there. the place where it should be. aaahh~ Shah!! you always pick the best time to drop the worst line kan? but thanks la. if not, i wouldn't know. until? forever~

i knowww it's just a Guess watch. but... it does matter. i don't blame him. i know i can't. can't even mad at him. *sigh* worst come to worst? i got teary-eyed... and tears rolling down my chubby cheeks. uhuhhu sorry i can't help myself. sangat emotional and somehow it hurts. i'll get over it. *sigh* baru je belajar get over Mr. Ex-Boyfriend.

just so you know. i'm not that depressed. well, maybe yes. but i'll get better in time. just that... i want him to have something. from me. to remind him of what he once had. thats ok.

flustered, i ate less. but later was so hungry so i ate a lot. compensate for my sadnessnessest (redundant).

went back home, deleting previous post and posting a new one. yes. previous post had been deleted. fine. no judgement.

i hate publishing my blog address. thus, this blog may permanently be opened only to the selected readers due to the fact that i can't really say things i wanna say. bla bla bla...whatever. maybe this is the last public post you'll be reading. we'll see how it goes. repeated, WE'LL SEE HOW IT GOES.

tired. of people.

ciao.