weekend crush

ok girls. new term for finding things to do during weekend. that is - WEEKEND CRUSH. ouh for God's sake. i didn't invent it! someone did.

hahaha it's cute. i mean, to see my friend literally is having a crush on someone who happens to be a total stranger la kan. but everything she did...remind me of myself. when i was young. erkk i made it sound i'm so old. said that's just her WEEKEND CRUSH. babe, there's no such thing i bet you. well, the fact that he, now, IS YOUR FRIEND...what are you gonna do about it? rephrase the new lovely term i just mentioned and change it to just NORMAL CRUSH? lol. whatever it is, share with me! i love keeping one eye on someone jugak. ahaha girls thing boys don't understand.

question of the day: and this one scary question keeps playing in this bloody mind la kan - is it possible for someone to have a crush on his/her ex? ok that sounds so wrong. well do YOU ever think about what would happen if that thing DOES happen? ok lets just ignore it.

thing to ponder: how does it feel to lost someone you really love?
my answer would be miserable. and terribly sad. err well, in case of lovers la. but when it comes to family, it kills. really. to know that he/she's gone. forever. and will never come back and say hi to you. it does kill. God knows how does it feel. i once lost a family member. went home and stupidly asking "mane atuk?" and you should see my dad's face. it's like...he is still with us. Al-fatihah to my atuk, who died last year. i brought this thing up just because Manche's Opah meninggal dunia. last morning i believe. takziah to him and again... lets sedekah Al-fatihah to those yang dah pergi selama-lamanya. *Al-fatihah*

thing to be done: appreciate those around you. or at least, treat them with respect they deserve. for you believe they will treat you the way you treated them. enough said.

family outing. had much fun - dinner at Friendly's. do fun stuff - watching movie secara haram. bitch a bit. gossip a little. family talk much. sharing things. and the most important is. the quote of the day - what happen in Friendly's stays in Friendly's.



enough. get some sleep already.

p/s i love white. more than i ever love white. yes. it's maybe because of love i once had.

later!!!