obsession defeated me

if i were to describe everything, it would be impossible.
if i were to force something, it would not happen.
and...
if i were to leave nothing behind, it would be an affliction.

seems like everything is impossible.
to wish upon something that will never happen?
it is nothing but affliction.

to make everything not to be that impossible,
something must be done to make it happen.
but nothing could be done to remove the scars left by the affliction.

my point is i hate when i think i'm losing something. something big, something that seems really important to me when the truth is it's NOT.

i hate the fact that it's really hard for me to find someone i could share my things with. it's nice to know that i could call my friends whenever i feel like to and talk to them. but now? it's kinda hard to do so. i feel the distance.

and when ONE's gone, i barely breathe. but i know... you found me.

♥