You will leave home soon. And you thought you aren't ready for everything just yet. When I first left home, I were never ready to face everything. I was afraid of everything. And losing a family member is, and will be my biggest fear when I'm still here. Yet, it happened to me quite a few times. That was the first thing I thought when I made this decision to leave home. But that is the risk that you and me have to take. Be brave. You won't know the strength you have inside. Coz He is always with us.
My dear brother,
Don't let the situation overwhelm you. Get a grip whenever you feel like losing yourself. Don't think that someone has to control you, just so you can behave. Have a willpower and control yourself. I know you will. Coz I've seen you did before. You will be miles away from mak and ayah. From me, Iwan and Ayep. But we will always be too close to your heart you won't notice. I know you can take care of yourself, your money, your food, your clothes, your everything.
My dear brother,
Life won't be as beautiful as people picture it. Don't let it get you. Don't drift away. I said this because I know what life is when you're too far away from home. You can have your study time, your play time, your shop time, whenever you want to. And I won't care much. As long as you know your purpose of life - you are there for what? Keep asking yourself that and you'll do just fine. I know you will.
And yes, life outside your comfort zone is challenging. You will tend to do what people are doing. Coz you think it's cool. Whatever you think is beautiful, think twice. Think of the consequences that you have to deal with later. Yes, I'm talking about the temptations you will face later on in your NZ life. You will see people going around half-naked. Don't give a shit about that. They're just too lazy to put their clothes on. Just... don't do anything stupid, if you know what I mean. And I won't care much if you're gonna get a beautiful girl. Just know where you stand.
p/s kissing and hugging won't take you nowhere near good future.
My dear brother,
Call home often.
Have faith in yourself and do well.
Your presence will be missed.
Your sister,
3 comments:
awww. im touched. thanx sis.
how can i kiss and hug anyone?
i don't even have a special one.
err. at least for the time being.
i guess i'll get over the love life as i planned to get the more important things in NZ, study, money and car.
somehow, the feelings of losing someone become greater when our beloved cousin, firdaus b mohd zain, warded yesterday due to infection in his paru2.
about the half-naked people, don't worry. kt taylor pn da jd pemandangan harian :)
seriously? warded? gosh.
well..pandangan pertama tu adalah rezeki. the rest is nafsu. jage2 tu.
yep. aku sgt cuak dgr brite tu.
so far aku duk sini 18 bulan, aku waras lg la :D
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