When your chair is sucking too much

It happened again. The period of time when everything irks you to the bone.

Just how far would you go to breach your friend's privacy? Ok, bluntly, your partner. I've never exchanged my username or password with anyone (not even with the exes previously). Once or twice, I gave it to friends in a desperate attempt to check something out or whatever. But really? Do we have to do that? I mean, that's what amuses me. Your every movement is being watched. I hate that. I guess that's the question of being able to trust one another, or respect one another. IDEK

And just how well do you know your friend? Well enough to tell that he/she is upset with you or whatever. I know, right? Some people are taking everything for granted. 

And have you ever feel satisfied hurting someone? Or hurting yourself? Literally or not. Like, you hurt someone's feeling and you feel OK with it. Or you cut yourself to ease the pain. Complicated much but recently, I'm able to enjoy the pain I got from various cuts - paper cuts, crab shell cuts, knife cuts, or even a small stab on the fingers. It's painful at first but once you passed the overly painful stage, you will somehow try to poke the cut to feel the pain over and over again. Weird how this happened to me.