Read before you judge

I don't know why I suddenly feel the need to explain myself. But people, I don't go after someone's boyfriend. Trust me, I've been betrayed once and I don't want another girl to experience that.

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Once a person steps into the world of relationship (or even on the verge of being in one), he/she has (automatically) subscribed to the insecurity issues. It is something you cannot avoid. And I don't see it as an abnormal either.

For I have been single for too long, I have forgotten how that feels like. And for a moment, I try to remember how does it feel to lose someone you seriously in love with. Inexplicable.

They say, if someone came into your life and didn't stay for too long, he/she was meant to teach you a lesson. And I did learn a very important lesson in a relationship. It was trust. I know, trust is built. No, it didn't come ever so naturally. It wasn't born either.

I was once in a relationship with a guy with way too many girl friends. I felt so insecure. And of course, jealousy was written all over my face when he talked to one of his girl friends on the phone. But he taught me that guys need some space and guys don't like to be controlled. So I gave in. Giving in was easy. The harder part was when I had to be patient and not to feel too insecure. So he taught me to put a trust in him. And there's this one saying I like that goes like this - I'll go out and play as much as I like. But at the end of the day, you're the place I come home to. And no, we broke up not because of the trust issues.

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I know it will always be "dude, it's easier said than done." And I'm not helping either by going around being close with someone's boyfriend. I'm sorry. Frankly, it's easier to make friends with guys than girls. So I will behave from now on and steer clear of taken guys. 

Still, you can't judge me. You don't know me.