living life to the fullest

those words are still stuck in my head. i tried hard enough to get it all out and write it all down. but i couldn't. seems like blogging is not my expertise anymore. this is the end of my career. *sigh*

someone did tell me she already have a crush and named it "fall break crush" - credit to JiJi for making up such scandalous yet takde ape2 term. it's definably clear yet confusing. i mean all these crush thingy la - first, you thought it's maybe LOVE, but then it is not, and again, it's just a fling, or a short-lived romantic attachment. well guess i made my point. and i'm still crush-less. oh oh are we allowed to have a crush on our previous crush? or ex-boyfriend? or best guy-friend? or our best friend's boyfriend? interesting. but hey! it's just a crush aight? heh

Momo's face when i asked his opinion about love. he said "it's meaningless. i've been spayed. can't reproduce. i feel sorry for myself. ouh..what is love btw?"

what i'm about to write is totally different point from this crush thingy. non-so-ever-related topic.

which one is easier?
1. for a new girl to get along with a happeningly classy girl circle, or
2. for a new boy to get along with an ordinary good looking group of boys.

it is all up to you to decide. but i got my own answer.
as for a girl, i prefer a moderate-at-first-but-actually-i'm-a-cool-person girl. hey it's not easy to just fit in into one existing group okay. some of 'em might like you and some might not (they probably wouldn't even mention it to you *gasp*). bear with it.

leave it.
gossip updates:
- to RIT folks,one of our friends has left RIT for Malaysia for good this evening. *sigh* i was a bit shocked when i heard it from Tyra. gosh. why didn't tell us? well...urmm maybe we could at least wish you byebye. whatever la. i have no comment about it. (and yet still writing).
- JiJi has a fall break crush. and i'm about to find out who's that lucky girl.
- it's not Winter yet.
- i'm no more a job-less person. currently hired by Engineering department as an Engineering Assistant. but! don't question me if you ever see me in that blue-ish custo t-shirt. horrible! don't dare ask whether i'm working as custo lagi ke tak.

it's Momo. taken at 2 in the morning (credit to JiJi for camera). this guy here, he's notty. woke me up every hour when i let him in my room. one thing i don't understand about him is that - active after midnight, when we're suppose to be sleeping soundly and snoringly. result, sleep deprived. and i passed out after finished 5 hours of working at building 99. good mood and high energy - went to Racquet Club to have dinner with them Joe JiJi Mior Assip Aimi and Napie. later we played meluncur salji di bukit tidak bersalji. rock band at Naje's and here i am. stopping.

ta!!
♥ pao ♥