i like asking stupid questions, so?

warning: disturbing contents.

i'm at stage where i can see everything clearly.
even a teeny weeny bit of one's action.
based on what i've seen, i make an assumption.
because i just love making assumptions.
where for most of the cases are all wrong. well, for some reasons.
and there goes the upset.

i just can't be that optimistic.
i see things through things.
and it led me to a hell full of false hopes.

there comes the awkward episode.
of me being silly.
keeping stupid assumptions in mind.
asking silly questions that lead me to a humiliation.
i make a fool out of myself.

why can't ♂ and ♀ act normally after that one heartbreaking moment?
why do they have to feel all sorts of stupid feelings they know they shouldn't have?
and why does it have to be that way?

i think they tried to distance themselves from each other until perhaps all the feelings have gone away and it feels all right to be friends again. but who knows what's gonna happen next?

a risk that we have to take.
for choosing this path in life.

simple yet not,
pao.