Sunday, September 13, 2009

im all wet

when it snaps me back to reality, i cry.
sorry i can't help it.
it's not like i wasn't trying to.
but it's just all the memories are still fresh.
i could still hear his laugh, his voice.
Ya Allah, tolong lah hambamu ni.
kuatkan lah iman aku.
aku redha... dengan pemergiannya.

Al-fatihah..



4 comments:

Afnan (^_^) said...

cry all u want pao. it's OK.. let ur sadness out.. i noe u still miss him..

there's nothing wrong with crying.. it doesnt imply that u're weak or vulnerable.. it shows that u're HUMAN.. who sometimes need to let out the feelings... who sometimes need time to heal and move on...

wallow all u want pao... i'm here just in case u need me...

Anna said...

thank you so much afnan!

Hana Hamidi said...

Pao,

I just knew, just read your entries.
I cannot lie and say everything will be the same, but what I can say is that, at least you know he went away during this holy month, and I believe not everyone has this opportunity. He is blessed. Al-fatihah.

Shah Wisya said...

Pao be strong!

he is always there in your heart.

May Allah bless him.
Amin