A relationship

*sweeping dust off my dashboard* OMG I left this blog for almost a month. *pats*

Here. I just had a wonderful but short but sweet yet not so meaningless talk with Ecah just now. I may have forgotton quite a chunk of it already (because we mainly were talking about my ex) but what I clearly remember from the whole conversation was the part where she asked me to find a significant someone in my life. BEFORE SHE GETS BACK. That's what? 2012? Oh man.

I have to say that currently I don't have any intention to find that someone. It's complicated, you know. As in not an "It's complicated" status of my relationship but the situation itself is complicated. As you may or may not know, I am now in quite a big fandom, which had saved me from previous breakup complex. So tell me people, how should I get out of it and start loving someone from the bottom of my stitched heart « is starting to sound weird but will continue anyways. XDD

Ok I was being a bit too overdramatic. But you get what I mean. I have this standard I've set up for the next significant one. I know, ridiculous. But a girl can always dream, right? And what's the point of having failed a stupid relationship before if it hadn't for a lesson? So here I am, dreaming for a perfect person to come rolling in front of me, not literally of course. What do you think he is? A ball? But whatever that is, I have to pass for now, Ecah. But 2012 seems... nearer than I thought it'd be. So I shall open this heart a bit to accepting new person. *claps and nodding* I think I should. How old am I? 19, right? So it's a perfect time to start a new love relationship WTH? « dealing with complex self but will continue anyway.

So there I was, talking about relationship again. When I was in a relationship previously, a friend came and told me that she was worried about herself not being in a relationship, never even once. But I told her, it's not something that you can push, it'll come one day when you least expect it. And she told me that no one would want her because of how she was (she's not ugly, you brat), and I told her, then her friend will be her boyfriend. And there she is, happy in a relationship with her friend from the same college and I'm pretty impressed that I guessed it right /is proud.

Ok I seemed to have digressed. But yeah, if someone were to ask me again about this, I shall ask her/him to read this post again. Yeap, this post is meant to be for my future reference. And if I were to be in a relationship in less than a year from now, I shall make a fun of myself for saying dramatic things on a blog about not having relationship and yet I am « can't seem to get things straight.

Anyway, have a good day people!