Meanie

Ouh Dila! I thought so too. I mean I never knew that it's really exist, the QB. In this freaking real world. Shame on it. Ouh gosh. Who knows what power it could bring to people like us. One thing I know, it could never bring us down. Not even Petra Nabila or the Sugus FC. Ouh well, I don't get it either.

People, I received a comment about myself yesterday. Of me being somewhat 'bossy'. Dude, since when? Tolong lah rasional sikit. I don't drag people to do something for NOTHING kot. Ouh yes, sometimes I could be a meanie. Tell me who doesn't?

Ouh wait. My bad. It's not being 'bossy'. It's more like taking control over something, or perhaps someone? I don't know. You tell me, buddy. Coz you're the one who freaking judge me. Ah! Judging people over something not clever (I'm trying not to use S-word here people coz I'm being nicer than that) is JUST as not clever as it is. But I may as well be as not clever as it is if I were to be mad at something that really...lets just say no good for me. I was very very upset, and of course mad, at first. But it all went cool the next couple of hours.

Yes yes... It's not easy to hear what people have to say about you. Like... terima teguran pedas yang sentap or nasihat from someone that really is close to you. It's even harder if it's from someone with just-friend status. You need time to digest what they've said.

Talking about status, it's just complicated. I mean, just know where you stand. And whom you belong to. Be part of it. Act the way you should've acted. You may as well act like an angel with one big hard evil heart, buddy. Period.

Ouh well, life's a climb. But the view is GREAT.

p/s Kak N, I bitch about someone that neither my buddy nor anyone knows. Don't worry, your daughter has learned her lesson once. And will never repeat that again. But if someone happens to know what I meant tp say, lets just say she/he is in the same boat with me, or I slipped. Ouch. >_<

Keep movin on,
♥ pao.