you bluff, but then you laugh

An invitation to read a blog had opened my eyes. Then I realized that I haven't been in touch with any of the friends lately. I miss them. I can tell that she trusts me. Am touched.

Have any of you ever feel... you lose interest in doing something you really love to do?
At first, you're looking forward to do your thing everyday. You can't wait to do it with them friends and have fun fooling around. You even bitch about others, but you know that it's just a joke.

Then, something comes in between you and your thing. Something that really matters. You don't feel like doing your fun thing anymore. You feel like withdrawing. But you KNOW you CANNOT. You're afraid you'll be a dead meat.

Dila told me... well I read her blog actually, the more you care about people, the higher expectation you had on them. But it's wrong. We're wrong. We learned it the hard way. We hang in there.

Funny is, roomie and I are in the same boat. I hadn't talked to her for like ages kot. Then we had a little talk just now and *buffff* we spilled everything. It's good to have someone that REALLY understand what you're going through at the moment, literally.
So for now, just live your life. Do everything you can to gain that precious interest again. Cos you know you LOVE doing it. Have faith.

Bear in mind; things won't always go our way. All you have to do is just go with the flow. But when the going gets tough, the tough goes SHOPPING!

BrokenHearted;
♥ pao.