a secret hidden beneath those tears

I saw a friend cried.
I knew something was wrong.
I knew it was that.
It was true.
It hit me hard.
I cried coz I regretted on things I've done to her.
I wish I could be nicer.
I wish I wouldn't be mean.
I wish to turn back time and be her friend.

There's gonna be a long list of "Nicer Things I Should Have Done."
But it's not too late.

What happened tonight had snapped me from a dream I never thought I had before. A dream of me being mean and jerk. A dream full of hate, where love can't grow and blossom.

Life's a wheel.
One minute you're on top.
Next thing you know, you're down below.
And it will always be like that.

How I wish I could tell the world.

The least I could do is to... tell you... that... no matter how much I dislike a person, I will eventually get over it and will be missing them much. What I'm trying to say is... cherish those around you. Coz you might not see them again the next day you wake up. Or they might not get the chance to say "Hi" to you again. God knows.

Before it's too late.

Gosh! I wish! You'll get well soon. Please please please. Be strong for you and us!!

Wetty-eyed,
♥ pao.