life without the guys

i walked outside.

taking out the garbage.

there they were.

shirtless boys playing basketball.

i walked closer.

too skinny.

then i walked back inside.

frustrated.

i walked outside again.

waiting for the bus.

shirtless boys again!

i walked faster.

too bulky!!

i walked even faster.

away from the court.

wondering where did all the good-looking-hot-body guys go.

i walked back home from res hall.

this time no guys.

the girls were playing basketball.

too bulky.

i sighed.

and wondered what happened to the guys?

life can sometimes be not pretty.