I don't like guy who is a sweet talker. But not all.

X-posted in LJ, a long ago. 


We'll go all red when talking with the ones we have a crush on, right? Well, who doesn't? And the heart always skips a beat, doesn't it? That's how you feel when you're under a spell of infatuation. You think that it's love but it's not. I'm not an exception. I experienced lots of different stories. Stories which are not to be told. 

Crush, like and love are three different words with totally three different meanings. Three different stories. 

When I have a crush, I'd do anything to make that person notices me, and my presence. I don't feel blushed so easily. Maybe because it's just a crush, a person you can't imagine being in love with. Yes, this heart never fails to skip the beats when he does appear in front of me out of the blue. But it fails to take my heart away. Once a crush, will end as a crush. That was my vision of seeing things.

But I see things differently when I started to like that someone. I feel very, very comfortable being around that person. Even without a conversation, I can survive 3 whole hours, just smiling and do nothing. Well, it was a complete waste of 3 hours of my life time but hell I didn't care about all that. Erm, maybe it was over-expressed. Not 3 hours but more like 3 whole minutes. Yeah, my attention span isn't gonna last even for a minute. It's a turnover when I know that the other party have known my intention. Or I'm busted. I will run away from that person. Or not. 

When it comes to the word love itself, I'm blinded, speechless and everything seems to fall into place. However, when things won't go the way I want it to be, I'd be frustrated. I could say that love is the best thing ever happened in my life - falling in love, and be loved. 



X-posted ended here. 


Do YOU believe in love at a first sight? I do. I met this person, a wonderful person, and I think... yeah. Say you saw a guy, wearing the kind of shirt you like. Would you fall for him in an instant? Or it'll take time? Well, depends, right? I know, love is the best reason to give when you do something stupid. 


Here I am again, talking about feelings I don't favor much.