a year has passed, oh!

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I could sing "A year has passed, the seasons go" in My Paper Heart by AAR; but that was a year ago. Today, I sing "Are you happy now?" by Michelle Branch. Better, I can seem to forget things we used to share.

It's August. I knew something had happened in the past, but I can't make myself think. Not until my friend wished her husband their second anniversary. That was when I remember something awe.fool happened two years back. XD 

I once told kina that we can forget things we don't want to remember in the future. And we both did, by letting things go. No matter how hard I try, I can't bring myself to remember the exact date and I don't have the will to try looking for it in the previous entries. ダメだよ！

Oh well, sometimes you have to face just enough failures on your way up. Who knows? HIM, up there. 

Ouh, but you know what? I have this little dream - of me and the girlfriends living just a walking distance from each other. How cool is that? Like the ones in Desperate Housewives. But we're not desperate. We'll be living in a small but cozy house (depends on the materialistic-o-meter of that person lah kan) with our not-so-kaya husband (this too, depends on the materialistic-o-meter of that person). Every evening, or whenever we have free time, we'd be sitting on the bench, talking about small things, everything. I know, silly kan? But really, I have this dream! I know that this is beyond ridiculous. But well, a girl can always dream. ;)

Off to meet the love.